Series: The Four (Book 1)
Author: Sloane Kennedy
Genre: Gay Romance
Release date: July 30th, 2019
Cover Design: by Cate Ashwood.
Rating: 4 stars
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I left him behind because I had no choice…
That’s what I keep telling myself, but it doesn’t make it any easier to sleep at night… or to drown out the words he kept repeating over and over the day we’d met: I just want to go home.
That was eight long years ago and I’d only known him as Billy, a terrified fourteen-year-old I’d had to leave behind to save someone else.
But his name wasn’t Billy and he’s no longer a frightened kid lost in a world where he was nothing more than a possession. His name is Remy, and while I didn’t recognize him upon meeting him again, he sure as hell remembers me.
It would be easier just to turn my back on him a second time, especially since that’s exactly what he wants, but there’s no way I can let the tormented young man go. At least not without trying to make things right first. The problem is, even if I can make up for leaving Remy behind so long ago, I’m not sure I’ll be able to walk away from him twice.
I don’t know what that means, but I do know that it scares the hell out of me.
Because needing in my world comes at a heavy price… one that not even I can afford to pay.
He gave me hope when I’d had none left, but he forgot about me just like all the others…
I fight. That’s what I do. It’s who I am.
But when Luca Covello walked into the dark, dirty room my captors were keeping me in so long ago, I’d already decided to do the one thing I hadn’t in the three years since I’d been taken from my home and family.
Give up.
Then he’d been there, like a bright light in a sea of darkness, and I’d had something new to fight for, to stay alive for… the day Luca came back to get me like he’d promised.
Except he never came.
And now, eight years later, he’s decided he wants to play the hero and save me. Well, I don’t need saving.
Not anymore… not ever.
Along with two years of sobriety under my belt, I’ve got a good job, a decent apartment, and I’ve managed to put my past where it belongs… in the past. No one, not even the gorgeous, mysterious businessman, is going to mess things up for me. If he’s come seeking forgiveness, I’m fresh out.
And if he’s come seeking something else… well, let’s just say that when I’m done with him, there’s no way he’ll forget me this time around.
I am a big fan of Sloane Kennedy’s “Protectors” series. Along with the “Finding” series, it is definitely one of my favorites of her. So when I found out she was writing another spin-off, I was as happy as a pig in mud
Anyways.. those of you who are familiar with the Protectors series, and especially the twelfth book “Unbroken“, already know Remy and Luca. Now for those of you who haven’t read Unbroken, I strongly advice you to do so….you will enjoy this story so much more if you do. It will give you a bit more insight as to what happened between Remy and Luca in the past.
Remy has never gotten over the fact that Luca gave him hope 8 years ago and then took it away. Luca never forgave himself for having to make that difficult decision and not taking Remy away. He wants to right his wrongs….but Remy isn’t making it easy (not that he should).
Thankfully Luca is not about to give up that easily. There is just something about Remy that really pulls him in and he just can’t let go…no again. Throw in a traumatized son, a cute little baby girl and some meddling badasses (in a good way) and you’ve got yourself a delicious story about heartbreak, healing, and family.
Also, be prepared to be frustrated. This book is an extremely slow burn, so slow it gave me blue balls…and I don’t even have any !!
Now I definitely understood why they were taking things slow, but my poor little black heart ( and other parts of my anatomy) just wanted them to freaking kiss already !!!
Even though this book deals with some seriously traumatized characters, the triggers weren’t as huge as some of Sloane’s other books. Most traumas happened in the past and this book really focuses on the present. That said…there still are some, so keep that in mind 😉
I really enjoyed this new spin-off and I can’t wait to read the next book. I could have done with a bit more steam though…even if I do get why it was a bit on the milder side. What can I say…I just love me some man on man lovin’
Can’t wait for more by this author !!